samedi 31 juillet 2010

Why I Love America

America is just a dream, it does not actually exist. It is the hopes and imagination of each of us, it is the prettiest thing. There is no real America; even the real one is clothed in cyber-reality and entertainment television shows. Americans dream of capital gains and faraway vacations from their suburban homes. Yet America makes the prettiest dreams, of cowboys and endless landscapes; of rugged hills in the dry desert and beautiful forest with leaves that reflect the autumn colors.


America is New York with millions of people from all over the world running for business at a frenetic pace; Blacks, Whites, Latinos, Chinks and Indians all living side by side madly pursuing the unattainable, indefinable American dream; silver glittery rockets, million dollar cars in endless driveways, sexy babes at discos and poor to riches in a matter of days.

America, always more America, on the television it's talk shows and fake reality. On the radio all I hear is that sweet American music, of country alt-disco. In the subway people wear American Apparel and give me sweet looks of boredom. I fall asleep and see open fields with cowboys and Indians sitting on horses chasing each other. In the hallways of universities all I hear is American talk of science and technology, of arts and philosophy. In Chinese factories, or Russian gulags, people dream of American freedom, American riches, and the American life. Wild dears dream of American forest and hunters dream of American wild dear. My mind is set on leaving America, but wherever I go, I'm beset by extreme Americana.


Florida beaches and Texas hoodlums, west coast hippies and east coast hipsters, Mid-land simple folks and Salt Lake religious, Georgia blackness and New Mexico Mexicans, down south Cajun. Cars, big cars, SUVs, Hummers, Pick-up trucks, convertibles, Gm, Ford, Oldsmobile, second hand, this years model, black, white, grey, red, cars. Toaster ovens, Chinese dry cleaners, dishwashers, vacuum cleaners, washing machines, all kinds of home appliances.


America is comfort, America is waste, America is beautiful, America is evil, America is Free, America is imperial, America is yours, America is closed, America is a dream of sweat and blood mixed with prairie land and mountains. America is the cold white beaches of Alaska, America is the vast empty Arizona desert, America is the endless drive on highway 66, America is the mountains of northern Oregon, America is the salmon rivers of Maine, America is the bustling nightlife of New-York city, America is the casinos of Atlantic city, America is the Dallas suburbs, the Chicago buildings, the Hollywood stars, Detroit techno and Indianapolis, Louisiana.


America is a fat man in a drive-thru, the great lakes, the plantation houses, the coal mines of Virginia, the Pittsburgh steel mills, the New-York Yankees, Micheal Jordan, the anti-establishment and the establishment. America is unavoidable, it is giant, it is there, it is in my head, it is in your head, it is everywhere, it is the world.

I have been going through old stuf

I followed you in the shade you were meant to play I remember when you came all night  settled on the door little bit of top of wine  and I drove away  and yesterday Ill stay your friend no matter you are older now  and stay awake  your parents arent at home now  take a shot of rum  Nowadays, wish I could come back to you but I drove away  so this is standard now  sat to play  I loved you and it feels the same  Today is the day today everything for you everyday coming for every actor and so and so today is the day today is the day everyday everyday go at home and we'd talk about so and so  today is the day today is the day everyday  I remember When I met you, you were young We had good times and it was fun and now that your of age We might just kiss Do it on your parents bed  Just like the kids  I went to bed you thought of me The summer time  today is the day

jeudi 8 juillet 2010

Hot Dog Misery

This
Is the greatest. Man storms hotdog eating contest. It is so abstract and irrelevant. It is pure dada. I am sure Dali dreamt of that stuff and Warhol did too. Especially Warhol. There is still hope for America!


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mardi 29 juin 2010

The problem with non-democratic systems

Living in this little prison complex that is the Expo village is a bit frustrating. There are police everywhere and they don't do anything. They are supposed to protect us, but since they have no threat they just annoy us by denying us access whenever we don't have an access pass, or they don't let us sit on random objects. Once there were fireworks and they stopped me from climbing a fence. I always make a point to talk to them when I have to pass a security check. I guess most of the security in charge of "protecting me" at the village is like 18, works 12 hours a day, comes form a village and has absolutely no power of initiative. I tried to convince them to unionize, but my frail efforts failed, I guess they are in the army and you can't unionize the army. Mostly, I complaint about the bothersome security checks and the total ineffectiveness of it all because there are so many loopholes into the security checks that anyone really wanting to do something bad ass could do it.

What I am coming to realize, and I guess I have always known this, is that my complaining to them has absolutely no effect on the services we receive. I've begun complaining about their "leaders" and it is having interesting effects. When I do that everyone agrees. Thing is that leaders at the Expo seem to be detached from reality. They are hidden somewhere in an office, I guess, and decide on random rules. Now the obvious problem is that there is no feedback. When decisions are taken at the top and nobody listens to the workers implementing those decisions those decisions are useless and ineffective. I think my whole point here, and I am not expressing it very well I understand, is that people are not given enough freedom and power of initiative to function at their maximum effectiveness. And it starts in schools, where people are not allowed to think for themselves. So that it is deeply ingrained in the culture that people don't fix problems for themselves, people don't make changes to their environment, and they have no responsibility to others for their actions (for like the environment for example) because the party takes care of everything. It just seems very inefficient and unsustainable, the whole thing is bound to crash.

I detest all the police in the street around here and the army in Shanghai. I understand the protesters in Toronto burning cars. Put so many influential people who are unaccountable behind so many police authoritarian figures, and you are bound to have outburst of frustrations in a western society. China might be different because people have different values and political arrangements, but people will eventually have to take responsibility, and that involves some kind of power. 


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samedi 26 juin 2010

Nationalism

I got sicked out by people signing the national anthem today. It was a bit bizarre. I don't usually like those things, but this time I just wanted to hide somewhere. It was a very strong averse reaction. We were in a bar for a Canadian day event and people were signing the anthem over a mic. I just thought it was so "in your face". Nationalism can be just as bad as biggoted religion, racism, or wathever other type of intolerance. People just love to find good reasons to hate others. I would be quite happy with no country. Yet I work in some national branding exposition.


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mardi 8 juin 2010

Expo parties

Expo parties are lame, but they are good nonetheless, people are good-looking there, there is techno, and the alcohol is plentiful and cheap . Everyone is the son or daughter of important people in non-important countries, this makes me fell lucky to be Canadian, because I am not so important, but I get judged on my skills.

Me, my girlfriend and her parents were eating with a friend of my girlfriends in a suburb of Shanghai. He just graduated as a doctorate student from Shanghai Jiao Tong University. We ate spicy dishes, but he spent the entire meal talking about his career prospects, and he could not drink very much - probably good for an engineering guy. Basically, apparently people discriminate according to where you studied, it is the best if you studied abroad, second if you studied under someone who studied abroad, and worst if you just stayed in China. I felt horrible because it should just matter what is the quality of your work, especially for doctorate graduate, but my opinion is worthless out in the bayous of Pudong here.

I understand people in China who cut the lines and try to cheat to get ahead. There are just not so much opportunities, and a lot of the people who are ahead in life have cheated to get where they are. But people just get punched in the head for nothing. I saw so many people spend so much time and energy today to skip a thirty minute line to go into a stupid side show entertainment thing that is the Canadian pavilion. If you just spent half the time on productive behaviour in Canada, you would get such a larger result. Yet, people in China are often stuck working crap job as waiters, security, maids etc... Who gets to do a influential and important job? 1% of the population?     

 


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Yall be drinking from em back holes

All of em lords Christ damnations wont fall on me for some reason. I have been lucky for most of my life. Maybe that is why I have always been able to do everything. I live on complete security. Night to day, live till dawn. I a one lucky bastard. Now am other lucker bastards ain't as badass as me, they don't understand em luck and all. But I got em balls in a wire, down and tall to the balls to the hands and the metal wire yall. Them music playing all night long and they be drinking till their brains be busting out em lucky juice, I got the real deal here, it a be called them brain juice to the max of em.

Now em smart ass be readin this all be thinkin be better than this. But I know em assholes be small and tight, like them from the pussycat dolls. Some em people ain't meant to think like em leader down the road down them place there, that where the people at, where! I fuck em place em people from the down low. I had enough of this mayhem, that why I quit down there Ho!

Please, leave em thought behind when a readin this@) 


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